Depression

I have been depressed for a couple of weeks now, tears flowing rather easily. I have suffered with depression in the past and I hate it.
This time it is caused by the problems with my wrist and hand. Thousands of people break a wrist and it heals with no trouble but me I develope RSD, reflex sympatheic dystrophy.
Am I reaping a dose of Karma or just bad luck?
I have got a tiny bit of movement in my fingers but I sill cannot use my hand. Everything takes that extra effort.
What I need is a shortbreak in the sunshine.