Days so fast

This year has gone so fast and I am amazed that I have been at my present address nearly a year and I hate it here. I can not move because the Council will not let me go to where I want to and where I can move to, I do not want to go. So I am still in this hateful place. I have been really seriously thinking of returning to Australia sans Tom. Each day is an effort even taking Jerry Lee for a walk is a burden most of the time. I do not care how many times om tells me it is good for me to get out and waling the dog is good for me, I just don't think it helps.
It is getting close to a month and no decision from the Cheif Executive of the Council. Which is no surprise considering what the staff are like.
Each one of them is reaping some crap Karma and each will regret it.
What have I done to incure all this hassel? What did I do in a past life to go through this? Perhaps nothing and it is just a lesson in life.
It has been raining these last few days after over a week of lovely sunny weather. Maybe the winter blues are back.