So so again

Life has been on an even keel for a little while. The weather is not too bad. I have been going out a little bit more. We hired a car for a few days and visited people. So why do I feel ugh and fed up? For every up there is a down. Maybe it is because I have had to do things I did not want to.
Did not want to hire a car as it costs too much and the cost of petrol was more than the car hire. Money could have been used for better things.
Visited my partners relatives whom I have never met and have never wanted to either. It was such a chore and I was counting the minutes till we could leave. It seemed as if we were there for ever. Thank god the day ended. Thing is he had not seen them since he was a kid and they were not even his blood relatives. Nope they were his late stepfathers people. He hated his stepfather so why go see the buggers? Ah his mother likes to keep in touch with them and she was delighted to go see them. Never again for me.

Thats my rant finished now I will go and put the kettle on, oh I need a coffee.