Feeling better

I feel somewhat better this last week or so. I have started to learn reiki and have met some interesting and friendly people, ones I can have a good talk with about a range of topics. Oh it is so nice. We talked about auras, angels, spirits, energy fields, yoga and more. Try to talk about anything spiritual or different to people where I live and they look at you as if you had grown another head and the comments made: "what planet do you come from?" being a kind one.
I wonder how many people live in my area that do have interests like mine but are having to keep it to themselves because they were rediculed as I have been. Got to be one or two out there.

At least the weather has been resonable here better than other places anyway and so far has not been like last year. This time then the snow had been around making life difficult for a few weeks. Is it holding back just to dump on us big time just before christmas? Heres hoping for a white christmas.

So so again

Life has been on an even keel for a little while. The weather is not too bad. I have been going out a little bit more. We hired a car for a few days and visited people. So why do I feel ugh and fed up? For every up there is a down. Maybe it is because I have had to do things I did not want to.
Did not want to hire a car as it costs too much and the cost of petrol was more than the car hire. Money could have been used for better things.
Visited my partners relatives whom I have never met and have never wanted to either. It was such a chore and I was counting the minutes till we could leave. It seemed as if we were there for ever. Thank god the day ended. Thing is he had not seen them since he was a kid and they were not even his blood relatives. Nope they were his late stepfathers people. He hated his stepfather so why go see the buggers? Ah his mother likes to keep in touch with them and she was delighted to go see them. Never again for me.

Thats my rant finished now I will go and put the kettle on, oh I need a coffee.